Circle in Me

Why do you live in my head for free?
Every thought keeps circle in me
I want to say I miss you still
But pride won't let me, against my will
Pride keeps pulling me back again
So I stay quiet even when it hurts inside
I write a message then delete
Guess my silence feels like defeat
The city hums but I don't sleep
Your name keeps running through my dreams
I play it cool like I'm just fine
But I still flinch when you cross my mind
Your voice still echoes through my spine
And I wake up when your silence sighs
Why do you live in my head for free?
Every thought keeps circle in me
I want to say I miss you still
But pride won't let me, against my will
My coffee's cold, my phone's still dry
Every 'maybe' turns into 'why'
The mirror shows I've changed somehow
But I can't remember who I am now
Songs we played still call my name
I skip the track but it feels the same
But my heart keeps breaking the truth in two
Why do you live in my head for free?
Every thought keeps circle in me
I want to say I miss you still
But pride won't let me, against my will