I Don't Know How To Love Him (뮤지컬 "지저스 크라이스트 슈퍼스타")

I don't know how to love him.
what to do how to move him.
I'v been changed. yes.
really changed.
in these past few days,
when I've seen my self, I seem like some one else.
I don't know how to take this.
I don't see why he moves me.
he's a man. he's just a man.
and I've had so many men before in
very many ways he's just one more.
should I bring him down?
should I scream and shout?
should I speak of love let my feeling out?
I never thought I'd come to this.
what's it all about?
don't you think it's rather funny?
I should be in this position?
I'm the one who's always been so calm so cool.
no lover's fool
running every show he scares me so....
should I bring him down?
should I scream and shout?
should I speak of love let my feeling out?
I never thought I'd come to this.
what's it all about?
yet if he said he loved me
I'd be lost I'd be frightened I couldn't cope.
just couldn't cope I'd turn my head I'd back away.
I wouldn't want to know.
he scares me.
so I want him so I love him so..